Tuesday, 26 April 2011

You hurt me and I lost you.

Day 8: Someone who made your life hell or treated you like shit.

I won't name and shame on here because as much as I despise this person, I'm not going to start everyone hating them, even if they don't know them. This girl treated me like dirt for 9/10 years of my life. I ended up being their target and I suppose it was because I rose to it. I took all the attention I could get when I was a child at school, especially from the 'popular' kids, which this girl was considered to be, so if they spoke to me at all I thought it was a privilege. What seemed like a normal conversation soon turned into them baiting me and basically taking the piss out of anything I said or did. Of course, I grew up eventually and began defending myself but I can never forgive them for how they made me feel. I'll always remember the day they said something to me in the corridor at secondary school and my immediate reaction (I had more confidence by this point) was to turn around yell "Fuck off," and the utter shock on their face that I'd stood up for myself was priceless - How I wish I had a camera.

Day 9: Someone you didn't want to let go but just drifted.

One of my childhood friends, Laura. She moved away at the end of year six and she was one of my close friends at the time. She moved about 2 hours away, not far to be fair, but I couldn't ask my parents to drive me there every weekend. I did go to visit once for a few days about 5 years ago-ish and had a great time but I haven't seen her face to face since. I really wish we hadn't drifted so much because recently one of her 3 brothers was killed in Afghanistan. He was a lovely guy and died far too young. If we hadn't stopped talking it would have been nice to have given my love to her personally because at least 70% of Yateley felt the loss because her family is known well to a lot of people here. Especially at those hard times it's sad to feel so apart from someone.

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